Bad times

Sometimes...people have really really bad times. As bad as world withhout Nutella maybe...
And these times...feel like a never ending period. Yeah. And you must to bear it and...just wait. Wait the good things. I'm kind of unlucky person. I always fall down,break something,say bad things in bad times, I born under the fucked constellation. Because of it (maybe) I'm always good at bear something. But there are things that difficult to handle,like loneliness,wrath,thirst of revenge.You can get used to being alone,and you can dominate the anger...but...if you are being this time a long time...are you start change? In one way? Aren't you start to fight with yourself? or even more hate yourself? Or am I the only one who do it? :'D
But there are something that help me a lot. My dreams. It's ridiculous,isn't it?
But in my dreams...i'm not alone,i don't have anything in my shoulder.I'm just...me. Maybe i just run away...but it's not it. In real life...people must be strong,social,kind and reliable. Sometimes...these things make lot of trouble....bacause you lost yourself.
But there are dreams...In your dreams you can be as selfish as you want,you can forget everyone who you want. Your mind,your heart can get a power up.
This can be a big help to bear everything,And give power to stand up and fight again.
I think everyone born to fight for...something.There are people who give up,but... i don't want to be this kind of human~ but who wants? :'D
Oh anyway I don't want to write it :xD I just start to write and this happened.But it's not as bad as I expected.so give it a try~